Tuesday, December 23, 2008

update on work and Christmas

I only have a couple of orders left to send out, and I have about 8 more dvd slideshows to make for clients. Then...walah I will be done. The light is getting brighter. Soon I hope to work on my Jesus mission. I must get the Christmas pics photographed. I hope tomorrow works for that. I'll have to see. All in God's time.
I'm looking forward to going to the Holton Adult Foster Care Home on Christmas. Jerry and I do this each year, and it is such a treat for us. They appreciate any love, attention or gifts they get. What a joy to be with brothers and sisters like that. I made a slide show of last years christmas party for them to watch. I know they will be so excited to see themselves on tv. Then we will pass out gifts, and sing some songs, eat some goodies, and visit for a while. That is when Christmas is most real to me. How about any of you? When is Christmas most real for you?

HO!HO!HO! It's Snow, Snow SNOW!

This is our picnic table!
This is our table yesterday... It's fun watching it grow...and I mean grow...I cana't wait to show you all the snow from today and tonite...I'll try to take a few more pics in the morning and post them. Ahhhh to be a kid again!

I can't remember a time when I saw so much snow! Here are a few pics from yesterday. I will be taking more tomorrow morning. We got quite a bit more snow today, and tonite. Just heard a weather report that said expect another snow storm with about 5-10inches of additional snow. it must be getting close to 4 feet!! Pure amazement and beauty!

Ready, Set.....











GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Zion crawling!

Man that little guy can move now. Have to watch him all the time, when he is set down on the floor!! He is such a joy to watch grow up. I love to hear him laugh, he is very ticklish around the neck area. Today opa and I picked up a crib, mattress, highchair, crib sheets, security blanky, &winnie the pooh mobile for his crib. He has needed a crib for a while now, and I'm so happy to know he has one now. We got a great deal on the crib through Craigs list. I love that site!
Jerry had his colonoscopy this morning...he went through the experience like a champ. The worse part was the I.V. I thank God this is over now.. Although I'm sure we will hear more butt jokes. The Dr. found a small polyp that he will be testing...results we be found out within a few weeks.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Time to decorate the tree

We started decorating the tree, and in no time Zion fell asleep. We are sure he was dreaming of sugar plums... Much like his daddy, he just wasn't into the whole tree decorating thing.
I asked Jerry to take this picture WHILE we were putting on the ornaments. It's posed can you tell? I just wanted an action shot.

Amanda and Claudia making memories!


Here it is less than a week away from Christmas and I decide it's finally time to decorate the tree. Jerry and I set up the tree a few days ago and put lites on..and decorated the house a bit. Tonite, Amanda and I hung the decorations. Josh went to his home (basement) to play his favorite computer game...while Jerry played his comp. game too in his little cubby in the living room. Amanda and I had some good laughs, and I was able to share some memories of the ornaments on the tree that the kids made. It was fun going back in time for a visit. I really loved being a mom. (still do.) And now the joy of being OMA is awesome!



Here are a few pics of Amanda, Zion and I decorating the tree.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Can't sleep

I felt Jesus calling me to the sofa to spend some special time with Him. (I got out of bed in the middle of the night) I began reading in the book of Luke. His Word makes my heart pound quickly. While reading it tonite I felt like I was looking for a lost treasure. Each word just etched into my heart. I love Jesus so much, and have so much to learn! I felt so empowered after reading tonite (morning) I just want to tell everyone the Good News! I think I would even share with Buddy if he were sitting here with me. I am so amazed that He really loves me, it is so very hard for me to take that in. He chose to forgive humankind while they were yet sinners! He chose us! He loves this sinner. WHOA!! How can I hold this wonderful truth inside? Why would I even try. I can't wait for Friday. The Lord willing I will be starting the mission I believe God has called me to. I will talk more on that at a later time. Lets just say that I really feel like doing this will bring Glory to God, and since we are called to glorify Him...
I'm all for that! Gotta get some sleep for now. God Loves You...if you question that check out the Bible, and spend some time in prayer.

Luke 10:41-42
Martha, Martha, the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."

Saturday, December 13, 2008

The count down

Only a few weeks before I put my professional season of life behind me. Soon I will be a full time mom (to Buddy) and a bit for Josh and Amanda even though they are married. I love cooking meals for them. They don't seem to mind this either...go figure. I'm so glad that I have been granted time with Joshua. I have prayed many years for what I am experiencing now with him. I still pinch myself. I love him so much and I see the work of God and medicine in him. Never give up hope. I am a firm believer in tough love, and prayer. Our prodical is back. He is an amazing young man. I'll also be available for my other children, grandchildren, family, friends, and God. I miss them all!

Today we will be heading out to my sister Liz's home in Lowell. I can't wait to get together with family. I could cry right now just thinking of it. I miss everyone so much. In order for me to feel balanced I need to be a part of their lives. I love the laughter, conversation, and love that fills the room when we are all together. I still wish my dad could be here. There is a hole he left behind, but I also see so much of him in each of us. Different qualities surface. Hans has dad's laugh and temper. Mike has dad's compassion, and enjoyment of family, Fred has dad's walk,
Caroline has dad's responsibility, I have my dad's goofiness, and Liz carries dad's love for sports, and discipline. (of course all the boys do too) The thing my dad taught us the most was dedication. He loved his family and at any cost, emotionally, or financially he kept us together. He loved and feared God...He was a strong man and a gentleman. He taught me how to ride the storms of life. When ever I was struggling he always had a way of making my problems seem small. Sometimes he didn't say a thing after I would share stuff with him...even in his silence there was instruction. Even to this day when I feel sorry for myself I sometimes reflect back on how my dad raised 6 kids. I don't remember him ever feeling sorry for himself. He just loved us. I miss cutting his hair, and fingernails and toenails. I would also give him back massages. He loved that!!! I'm sure he did looking back at it now. Touch is so important for all of us. And my love language is touch. (I would probably emotionally die with out it.) I'm so glad I have a husband who loves to hug me anytime anywhere. Well, in memory of my dad...I am so grateful for a father who loved me, cared for me, and was always available for me. Thanks to God for awesome papa's!